haiz....2dae went wrk at 9am wif a heavy n pain heart..haiz.....reali no mood to wrk......after seeing wad u write in ur blog...e feelin i gt was....sadness..plenty of sadness inside mi.....y must U sae all those things in ur blog....have u ever spare a thought abt my feelings when u sae all those things.....must i reali quit so dat u wont see mi n feel unlucky or mi spoiling ur dae when u c mi??.....the main reason i'm staying dere is becos of e promise dat i've made 2 Tom on sat while at wrk as well as 2 myself.......i reali dun c much joy wrking dere liao.....anyway hope i didn't spoil ur dae todae as i request 2 leave dere early despite pple saying mi in case u see mi again.....anyway do get well soon....i'll b praying 4 U....i'm reaching my limits soon le...i'm reali veri tired liao....nth matters 2 mi anymore....living life dae by dae...if i'm destined 2 die....den jus b it..life is getting meaningless 4 mi le....when will i find my mood back...sianz....2molo morning still nid go wrk at 6.30am-10.30am b4 rushing back hme n to sch...haiz....... 10:03 PM